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So much has changed since I last wrote in this thing... Well Harley and I broke up just before I came to Texas... which is where I am at now. There was a HUGE deal between Richard, Harley, and me for awhile too. Short Version:
Richard kissed me 9 hours after Harley and I broke up. He kissed me at the airport as well before I left the next morning to come here to Texas from Ohio. I was upset and hurt by Harley for lieing too me so I started to fall back in love with Richard. Then... Harley started sounding like he was flirting with someone else (Vanessa) and it made me upset... so he came back into the picture. Richard freaked out and went nuts saying Harley was the only one I was looking at and he thought he had no chance... then he threatened my friendship with him if I dated Harley again. I got ticked off and hurt he would do something like that. I mean... it's me or no friendship. That was low. Then things just burst from that day on... Richard left for a week after he threatened a friendship with me and said that he was going to write me over the week he was gone. Needless to say, he found his ex, made out with her, forgot about me, and I received no letters. He came back and wrote that he didn't want me anymore and that he had moved on and that I didn't mean the same to him anymore. I was hurt because I was hoping he would come back and say he was sorry and that he didn't mean it and that he still loved me. Only I got a rude awakening but it actually worked out. I mean I will admit now... I guess it did hurt that he had moved on. But I am glad he did what he did. I wouldn't change any of it; not the hurt, not the promises of forever, not the way he said things, not anything. Because it led me back to Harley and I couldn't be happier. I am actually thankful that I got hurt amazingly enough. It led me back in the arms of someone who I could have forever with. It has helped me grow up soo much this summer. I am soooo ready for a relationship now that it isn't even funny. I am soo happy that Harley has changed alot over the summer too. He is amazing... still. I know I said that in the last entry I wrote a couple months ago but he really is. Man, the only bad thing is he hurt his leg and is having a fit about it. *sigh* Anyways, things are going good for me. I only have a few months till my birthday. I am going to be 18. Whoo Hoo!! Let's see here. Well I am at the office now. Oh yah, I have a job making 10 bucks an hour. Not bad for being a minor and all. We are having to take our two cats the get them checked out today since my cat is really sick and has a illness they can get... Just great... I actually am leaving in 10 minutes. Whoo Hoo, I just talked to Harley for 17 minutes. lol I needed that. Anyways, my gosh I am soo happy. The only bad thing from this summer is the fact that Richard and I are no longer friends because he is an ass. End of story. He started talking trash about Harley and me and I think he might have actually stopped FINALLY. I finally snapped and went off on him and cussed him out and now he is being nice.. nicer I should say. He isn't being completely nice, either am I. We both say smart remarks. I just don't let it get too me this time. I have learned that I need to get a tougher outter shell to what everyone says about me. It really ticks me off when I found out he was talking trash about me... calling me a bitch, a liar and saying that any guy who dated me was a "victim" in my "warpath." Riiiiiiiiiiight. I am just thankful that Harley has not been phased by any of this and has really been supportive. He even ripped into Richard a couple times when he read Richard bashing me on his myspace journal for everyone to read. It was nice to not have to deal with it. I have been extremely glad that I have had Harley by my side through all of this. He has truly helped me soooooo much. I needed him and luckily he was here to pick me back up. For a few days I guess I was a wreck but Harley helped me get back to being happy and the goofy person I normally am. I still think of Richard but not happy thoughts. lol Anyways, I have to go ahead go because I have to go take the cats to the vet. Lyssa has been my savior too. I will write about her in my next entry tomorrow. Until then, I love you all! I will start updating this journal more. Thanks for all the support! byeZ I'm Out!! I <3 Harley! *mwuah*

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~*!-Lil' Angel-!*~